This Guy

So there is a guy that i like. and i am very drawn to him because he is a sweetheart. So i was able to join him and some friends last night for drink in order to get to know him. First it was very loud, but that was OK because we where actually having a nice conversation. But first a little background was that a couple of my friend and i were at the mall and we where talking about him and then all of a sudden there he was. Wow if you have never seen a black man blush, you should have been there as i couldn't even form a sentence. Even though he is just a person, i didn't know what to even say. But anyway, as we where sitting there talking we learn that I'm a lot younger than he is, which doesn't bother me or him (which he told me). As we continued to talk we found out that we have a lot in common, but is a good things, but again it really loud and we are trying to talk over the music and the people singing. Speaking of singing let me tell you that he can really since. I'm not just saying this because i believe that he is attractive and sweet. But he really can sing. At no point did we ever talk about us going out on a date or anything because we are trying to get to know each other. I also found out that he ended a relationship recently. Which just kinda broke my heart. Not to be selfish but I have been down this road because with someone and it didn't end up going well. But a last i at least got to know him a little. Even though i don't think he is wanting to jump into anything anytime soon, for some reason i don't plan on giving up on hanging out with him more. I plan to take him out to dinner, which i am swearing that its only as friends, i cant speak to the future.. but i would like to see him more.

It really sucks that i tend to fall for men that are way out of my league, but I like what i like. This guys is so sweet and kind, and not to mention very sexy, even though he is older than myself. I don't really care about age, i just wish that I could get a fair shot a lot. I really feel lonely in this world, even though I'm not trying to make people feel sorry for me, but i just want someone who want to have a true relationship. "I never go there to pick up anyone or to hookup, I like relationships" a direct quote from him. I totally agree with that statement. I want a relationship, why is it so hard to find that. And if there is a guy that i like and possibly want to get to know better he is usually no in the position where that is possible. It sucks but as is life. But with this one i guess i am not giving up very easy.. I dont think it will go anywhere but I will be able to say that i give it a true shot. I looking for a relationship truly I am, but dating is not out of the question and i can never have enough friends as long as they are true friends.