OK... so i had not chose but to ask this guy about all the shit that was told to me the other night. Once i talked to him he explained that the issue was not true. I feel really bad that i had to bring that shit up because I feel like I'm starting shit with people. He explain that the friend does like him but the feelings are not returned. Which is school with me. I just need to slow down and regroup. This is not my man, but still we are trying to get to know one another and i don't need people to be starting shit. when i tried to say I'm sorry about bringing it OK he told me that i don't have to say I'm sorry for explaining how i feel, which i think that he was OK with the fact that I'm upfront. its a small time and I don't need to have this shit, i mean if the friend likes him then cool, but again i should have never known that. I know that I'm a good guy, and I'm looking for a good guy to hang out with and I may have found him, but i cant continue with all the drama, and i know he agrees. So what to do... i think that I'm just going to again slow my role I'm going to hang out but I'm not going to deal with the drama. I'm fucking scared enough.. and i don't need people to do that to me.
Later on that night i was just looking at him and i think he i was cute and has the greatest personality. Looking at that way he was reacting with this girl I'm not really sure how much of a reliable source she is. So again here is my thing...talking about him period unless it bobby is just off limits know..I'm just tired of the fucking drama...I also introduced him to a couple of my friends and they liked him...but still i don't know... my heart means a lot to me right now and I'm not really ready to give to him to handle..no matter how much I like him the time just has to be right for the both of us.
Davis.... I'm was so happy to see you...that was a great surprise even though we both suck at pool. I was really happy that you took the time to come see me. You are great..come back soon
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