The day

So today I woke up all early like usual, and started my day off the same way. i get up and turn on my tv, and I start to looking at my computer. I look at how much money I spend. Cheese and Rice i spend money like its going out of style. When I was in Ausitin I know I spent over 200 dollars. On what I really dont know but I have this thing call an addiction...and its to shopping. At the same time I dont even know what size I wear.. I feel like i stress myself out and I lose weight. The one day that I dont do that I blow up like a whale. It just reminds me of a friend that I had a long time ago. He would get stressed and go up and down in weight. I just want to go down. I have a plan... but somedays Im just do damn lazy to start it.
But when i was home I also realized how much joke i have in my room. I have this small closet but I have so much stuff. I need a bigger place. i really wish at this point that I knew where i was going to work so I could start looking for places. But before I do that I need more money. I have to pay my car note and then I will be broke for a bit. So I dont know how im going to swing that, I will think of something.