So I would first like to say that I enjoyed seeing you bobby last night... It was great we haven't had that much fun in a while. We need to do it more often. Tyler is just crazy and its great being around him as well.
But this is really not about how much fun I had last night. Right now i am letting something stress me out that may or may not have anything to do with my getting to know a guy. So last night i was talking to an old friend who basically told me that the guy that I am interested in and his friend really like each other but they don't talk about it. So explain to my how I am suppose to take that. So first let me just say that this guy is not my boyfriend and we are not dating we are still getting to know each other, but i do like him one as a person and possible as something more. But for this girl to tell me that shit last night hurt really bad. If we didn't want to know each other better for something possible in the future, then I do not think that I would know some of the things about him that i do. So OK you claim that they are like your brothers and you know them very well...then why was it that they last time you told me something it turned out to be false. What the fuck is your problem? Granted we have known each other for a while, but please don't lie to me. Furthermore if that was true why would you tell me that anyway. Why wouldn't you let him tell me that. It would be so much easier because it came from a reliable source, which is not what i think you are at this point. When i really think about it I have no reason none at all to doubt him, because in real life he has nothing to gain from me. If anything happen it will come in time. Also forgive me for taken the man flowers, I think the quote went i just wouldn't have taken them myself. Well i know that it was kinda embarrassing, which it have been to me if he had come to my job, but hey there was a reason for that. The flipping card said "just because" not I'm in love you and want to have your babies. Not i want to spend the rest of my life with you... Just because. something simply...just to put a smile on your face. HARMLESS... PEOPLE HARMLESS..One day I'm going to learn that people are jealous and sometimes they say things that really have no merit. I know that they like each other but as friend which came from his mouth and right now that is what i am going to believe. If it turns out different then you know it will come from this mouth..NOT yours. So please do me a favor...stay the fuck out of it. I know you guys are friends, but this is between him and myself..SO no more talking to me about him.. because I just may hurt your feelings and I now you don't want that. DRAMA... I can not stand it and to me I think that is what you are trying to do... and im not going to go for that shit.
MORE to come
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